Like He Always Says...It Is What It Is :-/

Hey all! I hope you all are havein a great day! Mine is going ok. Yesterday, well actually all weekend, I didn't get to see Trayvell. It made me realize how close to him I've gotten. I'm so used to being with him every weekend that my weekends feel unusual when I'm without him. It's like...like...I'm not sure what it's like but it just feels weird being without him! LoL. Anyway, I know you all remember my last post when I first heard about the situation with "Big Mac". I was thinking about how I'm slowly but surely getting over him and I'm happy to be with Trayvell. What I didn't mention is how confused I was about how I was supposed to feel about the situation. Was I supposed to be angry? Was I supposed to forget about it? Anyway, no matter how I was supposed to feel, I thought it was inconsiderate. So, I called him and we spoke abotu it on a homie-type level. He said there's nothing going on, but he had a major attitude in his voice and pissed me off. I let it go though. So, I'm like forget it. I'm happy with Trayvell. I love him abd I can't see myself with a person who not only can't make up his mind when he has something good, but he obviously doesn't even care about how I feel about the stupid things that he does (I posted about this a little while ago I think). So, from now on you'll only be hearing about Trayvell, scrapbooking and my poetry. Maybe some singing as well LoL. Be Blessed everyone!