Weird.....

It's closer and closer to Saturday. I'm wondering if "Big Mac" will follow through on our next meeting. I miss the days of playing in his arms and just joking around like there's no tomorrow. Well, until he gets late to a game and gets pretty upset. He knows he likes spending time with me though lol. It's just that...lately it hasn't seemed the same. It seems that he's getting more distant with me. I don't know why, but I don't like the feeling of it though. It's like he's becoming more distant and it kind of feels like we'll never be together or likee things will never be the same at least. I have to talk to him A.S.A.P about this situation because it's truly bothering me. It makes it even harder because if someone away from school asks me if I'm talking to someone I'm not sure what to say. I love him, but I somewhat don't think this is fair. So, I'm going to call him tonight and get an answer to all this. It's either a yes, we go out after almost 2 months of getting to know each other and realizing that I would make a great girlfriend. Or no, we're not gonna date because of "basketball" and the stupid situaiton that even though I promised him that things will be completely different in a good way. That's what I leave you with thonight everyone! I'll update you as soon as I can. Goodnight and be Blessed!