Wee Hours of the Morning..

Sadly, it's 1:09 in the morning and I can't sleep. What's even more disturbing to me is that, "Big Mac" is the only thing in my mind. I'm not really scared he'll say no about my "proposal" as he like sto put it. I feel like, if he decides to say no then it's his loss. I do really really really really really really really really really (a thousand times really) like "Big Mac". However, I can't control his feelings. I have much love for him and he'll always be my friend. I really want to be with him, but it's his decision. I just want him to be comfortable around me if he decides to say no. This is because I know that He and I both know that he'll be greatly missing out if he decides to say no. Plus, it'll probably be because of a reason that makes no type of sense. I don't know. Maybe, I'm just a little peranoid due to lack of sleep. So, I'm calling it a night everyone! Goodnight and Be Blessed! :)