Warm or Cold?

Every time I talk to Big Mac it's a new feeling. The conversation is always new. Last night we talked about himm saying yes or not to the photoshoot. However, he made me tell him what his surprise is. So, we made a deal that if I let him see the scrapbook page then he'll do the photoshoot. The only conditions are 1: no one else will see it not even his sister (who is like family to me). 2: We will never speak of it ever again. 3: He has to see the page which I was going ot do that anyway. The only thing bothering me is, somewhere near the end of our conversation we talked about how we would act when school let back in this coming Monday. I don't know if I told all my followers this before, but he doesn't really date during basketball season. I'm working to change that, and everyone knows that i don't work for no reason. We decided that a simple Hi and Bye woulddo each other and we wouldn't completely ignore each other. He also said that he would continue with "the plan". He's going to evaluate the possibility of us actually getting together. Honestly, it kind of threw me off like every thing that he says does. LoL. It made me think I was somewhat getting closer to what I really want. Then, it made me think that if he has to evaluate that I might not have a chance anyway. I really like this guy because he's nothing like anyone I've ever talked to before. I feel so safe around him and he's always honest. Come to think of it. I don't recall ever thinking about a guy this much either. Now, I have two jobs to do. 1: convince him that this "rollercoaster" is right. LoL 2: Figure out if I'm getting warmer or colder. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm :-/