MAGNET.....THIS IS KILLING ME!!!

It never fails. Everyday, I pass up "Big Mac" amd his body is like a mgnet. I can't help but look his way. I want to smile so bad, but I don't want any more questions about us rising up. All during lunch I couldn't help but look his way and just imagine being in his arms. I still feel safe around him, and I always will. He is a human magnet!!! LoL. Seeing that girl on him like she was his shadow today kind of made me jealous because I know how I feel about him and I end up comparing myself with her and his other ex girlfriends. It's just....like.......ugh...it's just unexplainable. All I know is......I love him(especially his lips)...I want to be with him....there's nothing else more than that. I'm going to work hard to get him.