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I know the last time I posted, it wasn't the best news. However, I feel much better than I did before. "Big Mac" and I have worked out our differences and we're cool now. We explained to each other the situation from last Friday and now we get alog again! I can never stay mad at him for any reason at all. I've always wondered why that was. I've never liked a boy so much that I think about him every day. It recently hit me when I was down at my Reszko familiy's house, and we were talking about the movie "Dan in Real Life". His 14 year old daughter had a boyfriend that she loved and her dad didn't wantto believe her because she's only known him for a short amount of time (3 weeks). At one point in the movie her boyfriend goes a long distance to see her and he tell her dad that love is not a feeling it's an ability. A lady tells him that she is one talented young girl. In a way I am both Dan, the father, and his daugter. I am Dan because I didn't want to believe that I love "Big Mac" and I tried to convince myself that it just wasn't possible. I wouldn't listen to my true feelings until Friday when I imagined if he were to stop talking to me for the rest of my life. I would think about him more than I do now, which is every single day. I'm the daughter because we've onlybeen talking for almost 2 months, but I know what I feel. I know what I'm able to do. I love him. So, when he told me that we have to start over I was kind of upset because that's alot of work. However, I don't mind though because this ability is becoming a talent and pretty soon it'll be a habbit. So Big Mac to you I say, because I know you're reading this...I don't have a problem with having a fresh start.

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