Cheesecake....Now What???

I'm so happy that "Big Mac" and I are talking again. I never really thought about how much I care for him until the night we solved our differences. I have a hard time telling him how I feel sometimes, but I'm getting better at it. I love him so much. As a matter of fact, I find it hard not to smile when I hear his name. I was in my 4th period class on Friday, I had an iPod in my ear because I focus with music rally well. I was listening to "Love Like This" and he was going through my mind all day. I think about the night we had the conversation about the rollercoasters, and now I'm wondering what he's thinking about that rollercoaster now. I still want him the way I wanted him before. I've been thinking of a new analogy now that I think about it. There's this cheesecake (I love cheesecake by the way! LoL) on this beautiful display that really catches my eye. It has everything that I want and need to satisfy my tastebuds for a lifetime. However, the baker is telling me that it's not healthy and that I should only look at it. Also, that he doesn't sell these type of cheesecakes this time of year anyway. Even after people have tried to make it look like the most disgusting and say things that at one time made the baker want to kick me out of the bakery forever, I don't care. The bakery is telling me that we can start over, so I'm happy with that. I know that I can treat this cheesecake with delicacy and love it like it never has been loved before. I'll make sure no harm is done to the cheesecake and show the baker that he can trust me. So, I'm starting over working my way to that cheesecake. Now what???