Benefits....Hmmmm

Good evening everyone! As always, before I posted this blog, I had a conversation with "Big Mac". It's somewhat a tradition. LoL. Anyway, tonight's topic was "Feelings". He told me something tonight that made me feel very good about the way I feel about him. I've never gone this coo-bananas over a guy before. However, now I feel like it's worth it. To sum up what he said, my persistence has an unusual affect on him. He said he feels awkward in a good way because he no longer takes me as a freshman with a little kid crush on him. He takes me seriously and understands that, in the words of Dr. Seuss, I say what I mean and I mean what I say. He considers everything I tell him and he knows that I'm not about little kid games. it even got so serious that, I gave him a deadline to decide if we're goingto take this to another level. He has until next Friday. I just hope by then he'll realize how I'm actually a benefit and not a regret. He even said himself that I'm beyond my years. I'm willing to support him as a basketball player, and as a Marine. I'm willing to hold him down when he goes to San Diego. He and I both know that ther earen't many Freshmen at Uni (University High) that are like that. Come to think of it, ther aren't many Freshmen that exist like that. LoL. The patience for his evaluating is actually killing me so I had to come up with something. As I've said many times before, I never work hard for no reason. Hopefully he understands that come next Friday. So, the question to myself is: Will any benefit come from all this that I've gone through? Hmmmmmmm :-/ I'll continue to post so keep on reading these blogs! Especially looks for next Friday's because that's the big decision! Until next time, God Bless and Goodnight!