All I Can Do Is Wait....

Today was my first day back to school since Witer Break. It was fun seeing all my friends after three weeks. I don't even have to mention that I was happy to see "Big Mac" again. LoL. I was sooooooo excited to see his musculine face again. LoL I'm not about to get into that. What I want to tell you all about is how all day today I kept thinking about him in my classes every time I wasn't doing anything. Whenever I got finished my work my brain automatically shifted to "Big Mac" mode. LoL. What I thought about even more, especially at lunch, was his big decision. I don't want him to do anything jusut to be nice to me, or to think he's keeping from hurting my feelings. I don't want to rush him into it either. However, the patience is KILLING ME!!!!!!! LoL. I just wish we could sit down for a while and he can put my heart at ease like he normally does. By his words and strength, or like when I would lay on his back and he would put his arm around me. Even like when he would say things I just can't help but to laugh at. If I could have him ease my heart until Friday I would be happy. So, I'm impatiently waiting for Friday to come. All I can do is wait...